Back to Life

Good afternoon everyone. First I’d like to wish my amazing fiancé Emmerel Farrah Phox a very happy fourteenth month anniversary. It has been fourteen months since she asked me to be her girlfriend and I don’t regret one moment of it. These past months have been some of the most happy of my life. Heres …

The Rainy November Night

Good evening. As i sit here on this very rainy evening writing, I’m finding it hard to believe the weather here. For November it’s very strange, I mean it’s raining and not snowing. Usually around this time of year we have snow on the ground and possibly dropping more. We’ve gotten over an inch of …

First Post Of 2015

*Sigh*. It’s been forever ago since i last posted here. I missed Thanksgiving, Xmas eve and day, New Years eve and day and Valentine’s day. I’m not going to go back and rehash those holidays because i believe that ship has sailed and has gone far far away, we’ll just keep letting it sail off …

Greetings: An Update

Hello readers. Looking back I realize that it has been forever it seems since i have last posted anything here in this thing, well here I am. I swore that I’d post more this year and so far I have failed spectacularly in doing so. Bad Lily, no Twix bar! :D. Next year, no promises. …

Life’s Ups And Downs

10:43 PM 7/27/2014 When a person loses the one they love, they feel all kinds of things. Anger, sadness, guilt, helplessness, alone, lost and finally acceptance. I have probably missed some emotions but there the ones that are most prominent I think. Due to the nature of this entry I will be leaving out all …

Cryptic And Not So Cryptic

10:00 AM 1/20/2014 I finally allowed the tears to fall. Tears that I had tried to hold back because I kept trying to convince myself that you weren’t worth them. I tried to tell myself that I was just fine and that it didn’t matter that you had done what you did. We were not …