Good afternoon readers.
Today is July 25, 2018. Why did she put the date like that you might be asking? Well I have the answer for you. Today marks four months that Ezran and I have been together and I couldn’t be happier…I couldn’t have asked for a better boyfriend. The feelings of love that i possess for him are unexplainable. I know this might sound crazy to most of you but it’s true. He makes me feel things that I haven’t felt for a long time and I’m beyond glad that I met him. So to my love Ezran, happy fourth month anniversary! May we have many more to come and I can’t wait till you are home with me again. Mo sionnach, mo grá mo chroí, is breá liom tú. Mo grá agum tú.
I’d also like to thank 195 The Globe because without them I don’t know if he and I ever would have crossed paths…so thanks for my Ezran fox! I’m grateful to have met him.
To all who got hurt because of us getting together, I’m truly sorry. I regret that others were hurt but I don’t regret getting with him, you can’t help where your heart leads you. I know i have apologized in a past entry so this shall be my last one.
My job coach called me the other day with a possible job, unfortunately it was for a company that has already told him like three times that they don’t want me…they think the job’s too hard and that I wouldn’t be able to do it. I sort of pointed this out to him and he told me that I should apply anyway. Why would I want to apply for a job where I’m just going to get rejected again? That’s no fun for me at all. I honestly do want to find work, I seriously do but that was a ridiculous request. I’m so afraid that SSB is going to close my case and then where would I be? I mean I have no objection searching for work on my own but it’s easier to do things with their help. I don’t know…I just feel so frustrated!
I’m not sure what’s going on with the job I wrote about in my last entry. I asked Flintabout it and he wasn’t yet sure how things were going to go. I know that he is waiting for Qrýtczýr to get here which won’t be until September now. I really do hope i find work soon.
Okay my favorite band is coming to St. Paul on August 26 and I want to go see them very badly!!!!! For those who don’t know my favorite band is Stone Sour, I’m sad that I will miss them but I just don’t know if I can manage getting there and the tickets…ugh! I wanna go! I wanna go! Just whimper whimper cry cry cry cry. Meeeeeeeeeeeeeooooooooooooooooooooooooow. Meeeeeeeeeeeeeooooooooooooooooooooooooow. Meeeeeeeeeeeeeooooooooooooooooooooooooow.
Okay, I’m done but really, I want to go see them. I love you Corey Taylor!
Alright, I’m done for now I think…time to go find something constructive to do. I need to go and make some phone calls for the fox’s mother. We are still working on finding her a place to live. I’ll be back again.
Until next time…take care of yourselves and each other. XO.
Annika